Monday, December 28, 2009
A Christmas to Remember...or not.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Seeing Santa
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
We are Thankful
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Lots going on this week!
Friday, November 20, 2009
A Visit from the Tooth Fairy
Friday, November 13, 2009
In Only One Month
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Moving...Again
Leaving this house is strange. While I am no where near attached (It never felt like home.), it is difficult leaving the little comfort zone we have created here. Even though the move is within the neighborhood, it still means new neighbors, new bus numbers...just more new. As I look back on the last year, the word new keeps repeating. I am so ready to create old and boring. In the last year, Jeremy has taken a new job, we moved to a new city, I took a new job, Carson and Maisy started new schools, we delivered a new baby, finished our new house, and are moving AGAIN. I am ready for 201o. I hope it brings a slow pace to our family. I am tired!
I will miss the great friends we have made on our street. I am hoping the blocks between us don't affect our friendship. They have become our family here. One set of neighbors are like old friends. We are the same age and feel like we have known each other for years. Another set is like an extra set of parents, always going out of their way to help and visit. The other family is busy, but constantly offering to help and checking in on us. I am so thankful to have met such wonderful people.
Off to bed! Tomorrow will be a long day and I know I will be up at least 3 times before then. Mr. Knox loves his late night snacks!
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Rockin' Halloween!
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Sweet Mr. Knox
Day #2
He was an angel from birth. His lack of crying scared me after delivery, but his big, blue eyes assured me he was fine. Just like his brother, he was quietly alert from his first breath. He slept peacefully in the noisy hospital through hearing tests and even his circumcision. I waited for a beast to awaken, but we took home the best baby in the nursery.
Week #1
Now a week later, my boy is bigger, stronger, and even sweeter. He weighs over 8 pounds now, and is awake a little more each day. He continues to be peaceful, even when he is awake. Like right now, I am typing with one hand as he stares up at me from my other arm.
I am so thankful we decided to have one more baby. I am enjoying him so much, knowing it is the last time I will ever experience this myself. Granted there are some aspects of giving birth I am happy not to relive, but I cannot get enough of this sweet baby. His noises, grimaces, smell, and tiny features are being committed to memory forever. I said that with the other two, and the passage of time steals so much. I know they were just as perfect in my eyes. Love is truly blind.
Maison and Carson love their brother so much too. When Knox was born, I gave them each their own disposable camera to take pictures of him. Maisy took 28 of the 39 on the way to the hospital of the back of the car. Carson took his photography very seriously, and created a scrapbook and presentation to share with his classmates today. So sweet. I am a bit over the top with germ patrol right now, which really irritates them. I am just so scared of Knox getting sick. I think they get really annoyed with me. It won't be the last time for that.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Waiting for Baby...
He is currently nameless, but loved none-the-less. It is funny. I feel like I love him so much already and we haven't even met. I have no worries about having enough room in my heart for him. He already has his place. I just wonder what he will look and act like. I have both extremes now and wonder will he bring a third. What would that even be?
I don't ever want to forget the way it feels to have a baby resting below my heart. I read that line in a book and loved it. Jr. is positioned entirely on the right side of my belly, sunny-side-up. I have felt so many kicks and pushes this time around. At one point he was moving so much I wondered if something was wrong with him. He is really slowing down now that space is getting tight. I will always remember his little foot rubbing against my seat belt while I drove to work. It was just a little nub sticking out of my side. I can't wait to hold those little feet in my hands.
Hopefully I won't have to wait much longer.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Maisy LOVES to sing!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Busy, Busy, Busy


Friday, August 28, 2009
Back to School



Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Ten Things I Will Miss Most About Being Home
I refused to fix my hair or wear make-up until I went back to work. An unfortunate necessity! At least the kids look cute.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Birthday Weekend!
Monday, July 6, 2009
"Do you want to be up to no good?"
Tonight Jeremy was putting Maison to bed, which is a rarity, but she was willing b/c he was going to play dollies first. As I kissed her good-night, I asked, "Are you up to no good?" Knowing some late night babies were secretly planned between her and Jerm. She shook her head yes and smiled real big. I left.
Jeremy told me after I left she said, "Do you want to be up to no good?" He said, "Yes." And asked her what she wanted to do. She said, "Do you want to eat candy and say bad words?" A lengthy conversation ensued about which type of candy and what bad words would be the "no-good". Too funny!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
We have been busy...




Wednesday, February 11, 2009
It has been a month...
I have loved being able to hang out with Sarah often and reconnecting with Ellie. It is amazing how time and space can pass between friends, but you pick right up where you left off. Their friendship has been a true source of comfort for me. I am so excited to experience all that the city has to offer. I made a list from the Visitor's Guide the other day of 42 things I want to do with the kids. It is amazing all the cool museums and activities in the area. I am hopeful that a job awaits me here and anxious to begin. In many ways moving offers you a chance to start over. By physically leaving your comfort zone, you can recreate yourself, leaving old routines behind. I hope to find a more confident, assertive version of myself here.
The one thing I miss the most about home, other than the countless family and friends we left behind, has to be the comfort I felt there. From knowing my way around town to knowing someone that loved us was less than 5 minutes away, I miss that comfort. I miss the comfort of knowing my expectations, as a mother, wife, and teacher. I am navigating unfamiliar water in all of those areas...stay at home mom, unemployed wife, and job seeking teacher. Even though I didn't always know it, I was comfortable with who I was and where I was.
I know we made the right decision. I can already tell our family is closer. While the kids are no angels, they are becoming good friends. Really playing together, because on cold days, that is all there is to play with. Jeremy is much more involved with the weekend routines, which is nice. I look forward to his arrival home from work more than ever. We are also becoming more dependent on each other, with no parents here to bail us out. I guess we are grown-ups after all.
A month into this adventure and I am thankful to have had it. We are together, healthy, and happy, which is all that truly matters. While we miss the comforts of home, family, and friends, we are figuring out who we really are, as individuals, parents, and a family.
So, if you are in need of a weekend trip, come check out how we do things on the other side of the state. We'd love to have you!
Friday, February 6, 2009
The Dirtiest Kid at the Park and Other Random Stuff
The "Mom Tooth"
Maison proudly announced to the family that she has a "Mom tooth". She showed us the Mom tooth and told us how she was getting more, now that she was three. Then she looked at Carson and said, "Do you wish you had a Mom tooth like me?" A huge argument ensued. But, Maisy still claims she has a Mom tooth.
Carson has been obsessed with the "Miracle on the Hudson". Today he was reenacting it in a mud puddle at the park. Shouting about the geese in the engine of the plane as it was landing on the water. People really thought he was odd. I prefer creative.
On a sweeter note, we went to a pet store the other day and my little animal lovers got to hold an 8 week old Boston Terrier. She was so sweet and tiny. Carson, who really doesn't like any animal, but Aspen, fell in love with her. He held her and had the sweetest look on his face as he watched her sleep on his lap. It was a really sweet experience for all of us. Maison held her too and really like it.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Maison Loves...
Carson Loves...
For all our fans...
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Confidence by Mail
St. Louis Snow
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Week #2-The Interview
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Around the House
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Week #1
Tonight marks one week in the new house. The move was by no means fun, but we made it with only one broken item, which is good news. However, we have had our share of hang-ups.
Day #1-Refrigerator was too big for the cut-out in the kitchen. It is permanently sticking out, which is livable, but not ideal.
Day #2-The washer broke. It leaked water everywhere. At least I didn't have any laundry to do. HA!
Day #3-No Internet...in an unfamiliar place, this has proven the most difficult to live with. But, my handy husband corrected the problem today.
Day #6-The area school district isn't hiring substitutes at this point in the year. This really complicated my employment plans.
Needless to say I have been a bit frustrated!
The kids have adjusted well, though. They both like having their own space. It was time to separate them at the old house, but I held off due to Jeremy's travels and the upcoming move. Carson loves to shut his door and listen to music. Is he 5 or 15? I am hoping this new independence will soon wear off and he will be back to shadowing me throughout the house. Maisy has struggled at bedtime. She doesn't remember ever sleeping in a room by herself, since we moved to our previous house when she was so little. She keeps asking if we are going back to Greenwood tomorrow. I think she thinks this is a vacation. It is really hard to explain that we aren't going back to stay any time soon. It makes us both sad each time she tries to come to terms with it. Jeremy seems really happy to have us here. I know the hotel life was tiring. I am glad to see him each day, but am a little over the top when he gets home. By that time I am in serious need of some adult interaction. I love the time at home, but wish we could be outdoors more. The kids are so active and curious about the new neighborhood, I would love to get out and meet people. Maybe when the highs reach double digits we'll head out. Aspen is seeming to enjoy our daily runs, marking her territory at every turn, which I have to clean up now that we no longer live in the weeds. Gross!
That pretty much sums things up from here. I hope everyone back home is doing well. We talk about friends and family so much. It's not home yet...